unemployed

I have some mixed feelings about what happened today. I got laid off again from my job doing massage for APX alarms. The girl I was working for doesn't need me anymore because her husband got laid off and now she needs to work all the hours she can. The company only allows a certain amount of hours each week and we were splitting them up. So now she needs all of them. I am kinda relived, kinda bummed. I have been having a hard time going into work and giving other people massages when I felt so yucky. But it was a good break from the kids and my house. And I got paid pretty good. That money was suppose to be our Christmas money....I guess we'll have to find another way. :) And I went in on Saturdays which is really our only day to spend together as a family and now we can try to do some fun things together. And its not like I can really work for very much longer anyway. I just liked having the consistant check and break from everything. Oh well. What can you do? I still do massages out of my house so come on over!!